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7月18日

hi | bye

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一直发觉在space上写东西非常的艰辛

偶尔会将大篇的埋怨无故删除

偶尔会碰到地下光缆断裂

不过长时间是打字会变得断断续续

仿佛其中的一字一句都是这么发自肺腑 抑或是那么的难以启齿

是这样的吧

有时候突然希望人生是一条长长的直线

只要直直的走下去总能走到尽头

只要视力好或视野充足 甚至可以看到将来看到那些不确信的答案

但有时候突然之间又那么的不甘心 希望人生是一条绵延的曲线

那些猜测那些疑惑那些悲伤的不能接受的关于未来的答案是那么的不可知

仿佛转了一个s弯后的风景是那么的令人惊喜

可以和过去说bye 和美好的现在说hi

bye不会轻易的说出口 hi也不会这般的容易表达

曲线随时拉直让你赤裸裸的面对

直线随时会蜷缩让你突然无所适从

 

离11有几天了

我过得混混沌沌或太过清楚

鼓起勇气说的bye 何时又变成了hi

哭笑不得

之前的扭捏也好纠缠也罢就是场自导自演的闹剧

只是地点有那么一点点转变

远一点或近一点好像没什么分别

 

可能人的勇气是闭上了眼

往前走

一步步的

而如今仔细计算的小心翼翼到底干的是什么蠢事

我有点乱了,cc

我还没想好,cc

你呢...

                                                                                                  ying

7月11日

解脱|枷锁

http://photo.xiaonei.com/getphoto.do?id=807108133&owner=241267840&pos=515#photo
大概是天意
最终还是没有送你
之前的纠结在片刻间荡然无存
 
走就走吧
对我来说算不算也是解脱
至少不用等那个红色小头像
 
赌的一年我的把握只有多少
不想去计算
反正我奉行的还是及时行乐
 
记忆会有的
梦境也会有的
那么现实能不能也有呢
 
如果什么也没有
那么就不用期待
你说对吧?
 
时间倒计时35小时
突然离的好远好远...
bye,cc...
7月9日

Bad day

http://photo.xiaonei.com/getphoto.do?id=792204235&owner=223471334&pos=156#photo
Bad day 
Bad day
Bad day
Bad day
Bad day
Bad day
Bad day
Bad day
miss someone
 
怪我吧
那就赌一年吧
 
Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
 
miss you , cc...